My First Writing / 2 January 2010
Dear diary
It was just
yesterday I bought this thing. Actually, I am really confuse how to write in a
diary at first. Am I suppose to refer it by “you” as a second person like the
girls always do or just ignore that and write whatever my heart wish. Well, I
ended up choosing the second one thought. It’s just weird for the boys like me
to have such thing, don’t you think? But I hope this will make my day more and
more interesting. At least not like usual. Everyday just an ordinary day and
nothing special at all. Even this new year doesn’t seem so fun. Geez…
Well, I
suppose I must introduce myself first. My name is Leon. Great name, isn’t it?
And I’m sure just by hearing my name you should’ve known that I’m a boy, and I
have a diary (sigh..). Please never tell my friends about this. They sure will
laugh like hell if they know about this!!! Just keep it as a greatest secret of
mine, ok?
The reason I
decided to have this girly thing is because I wanted anything become special.
Not like the old days when everything just an ordinary thing. It’s really
boring to see everything again and again and nothing’s new. When I stucked at
this, some old man said (actually, he is MY old man) that nothing’s gonna change
if I don’t cha nge it myself, and you should change things from the smallest
one. So I bought this so I can write what I’ve changed the other day. I hope
this gonna work well.
Oh, I forgot
to tell you something. I’m eighteen years old. :P
Carcrash / 20 January 2010
Writing this
really takes me a lot of pain. How can I write well if my whole body covered in
bandages? Even my fingers cannot escape from it (sigh..). Well, it can’t be
help. It’s lucky I am still alive because of that cruel crash, after all. Here
is the story…
Remember
when I told you about changing the smallest thing? I tried to do it. First I
tried to change the way I dress. I began to wear fancy shirts, fancy shoes,
fancy hat, anything fancy that can make me cool. It sucked me a lot of money
but that’s worth it. All the girls seemed to have hot eyes on me. That made me
feel kinda happy cause usually girls don’t seem like that.
Then, An
unpredicted accident occured. I tried to change the way I drive, I start by
hitting the road on 100 kmph so I can attract more of those girls (bad though).
Suddenly a (damn) huge van appeared and everything became dark. When I woke up
my body’s already full of bandages. The doctor said I’ve been asleep for a full
two weeks. That’s crazy. I can’t imagine the way I crushed according to these
damages. They said my bike flied ten seconds in the air and I flied five
seconds more. That’s really really crazy. How could they counted that anyway???
Whatever
happens, now I realize that make changes is not just make changes. You should
think the thing you change and do it for positive purpose. Unless you want to
be like me. Hahaha, Ow ow ow, my back hurts!!!
I’m Finally Recovered / 31 April
2010
It’s been a
while since I last wrote. It’s because my wounds halted me from writing. The
last time I wrote my wounds got worst and gave me pain like hell. Now I’ve
already recovered so I can write again. Thank God… :) :) :)
These days I
go to the college. I’ve got an idea here. Why don’t I change the way I study so
I can have greater exam result than before? First thing first, I should know
the things I need to make my result grows. Here is the list as the professor
said:
1) Mid-Exam
result
2)
Final-Exam result
3)
Presenting
4) Daily
Activity
Wait, what’s
that? Daily activity? Man, that’s hard! Everyone know well that I’m a stupid
boring student who doesn’t have any guts to talk in front of the class. What
should I do? Can I change this?
After The Exam / 5 July 2010
Man, I am really
in a bad mood today. I know I won’t get
any great improvement in my exam result but I never though it became this bad.
I must know what’s cause this.
First, I
know my injuries after car accident will have some side-effect at my presenting
value. You know I can’t attend the class more than a month. That really knocked
my index down.
Second, I’ve
answered all the exam questions the best I can do. But of course because
unattending the class in a whole month makes me lost a lot of knowledge. I’m
left behind by my friends. I should’ve study it myself before. Ugh!!!!
Third, like
I said before I’m a loser guy. I don’t have any guts to raise my daily
activity’s value by questioning. Agh!!! How stupid I am!!! Loser!!! Loser!!!
Loser!!! Loser!!! Loser!!! Loser!!! Loser!!! Loser!!! Loser!!! Loser!!! Loser!!!
Loser!!! Loser!!! Loser!!!
This must be
my motivation to keep moving onward, to keep moving forward, to keep moving
upward!!!
The Day I… Mocked to dead / 9
July 2010
Dear diary…
After six
months with you I feel that I’ve changed a bit. Thanks to every accident I
write, I now can understand how to turn things right. To make everything not
just an ordinary thing. At least there are two important points here. First,
you should change things based on positive purpose. Second, you should have
guts to change. Looks like I can be called “wise” now. Hahaha
These days I
tried to become a more kind-sweet boy. You know, helping around. I helped my
father to cut the grass, I helped my mother to prepare the dishes, I helped my
little sister with her homeworks. That’s fun. My family seems happy too. Happiness
makes the day fun. At least that’s what
I can learn.
But, there
is one sad thing that I must tell you right now. Yesterday my friends found out
that I have a diary. It was when I accidently left my bag at the class. Ashley
picked up the bag and then she said something fallen. Well, it’s you. They read
you and then they mocked me to dead. :( :( :(
